Her small hands wrapped around my waist and she squeezed me. What can I do to make it up to you?' I asked and hugged her close. I shouldn't have read it and I feel so horrible about it. I've got you as my idiot.' She said somewhat annoyed and somewhat humorous. Channing is never going to happen for me. But that still doesn't excuse you for reading my diary. What's up with that?' She snorted and sighed. And that I'm not as attractive as Channing Tatum. 'I read that I was your superman and that I helped you stop self harming. But your writing is just beautiful.and I never knew how much I imprinted on your life.' She seemed to calm down a little bit, but she still had her jaw set. It looked pretty and I wanted to open it. 'I can't believe you!!! How could you read my personal diary? That's why they call it a diary! It's personal and private!' She fumed. She snatched the book away from me and glared at me. My you look lovely today!' I said trying to lighten the mood. I turned around slowly, the notebook still in my hands.

'ASHTON FLETCHER IRWIN?! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!' Shit. Her writing was beautiful and I never wanted to stop reading. She kept going on about how I helped her and I smiled, knowing that I caused her more happiness than pain. Because of him, I'm still here.' I started to tear up as I read that part.

He's just so gentle and comforting and I fall more in love with him everyday. 'Ash is my best friend and the best boyfriend in the world. It says I helped her stop self harming herself. I held the small notebook and read the next page. I knew it was beyond wrong, but I couldn't help myself! It's a pretty flashy notebook to have as a diary.

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